Healing from EMOish(is that a word?)

Well ive been a bit depressed and like not smilin and stuff.And its very rare that this happen to me.I bet its because its DAVE.Well,I never ever,get depressed but this is like WOW.And so im typin random things here to let the stress flow through my fingers and into this blog.Awwwwwwwwwww,sowwy bloggie!Well a bit bout DAVE.Thats my PERFECT person.And yes,DAVE is just a nickname.I wont say her real name out here.Well like last monday i saw her and suddenly,for the first time.(i was running at that time)I saw her and my heart rate fell down.I was suddenly relaxed.She said how am I.And if i feel better.Only two people know her rue identity and thats nly my close and trustable friends.Well its Gaby and Isabel.And now DAVE knows to.I told her.(She was cool with it)But since then,we don't really see eachother anymore.Well maybe its because she changed her post to the prefects room.Or that shes a form 2.YEA!So what?I got a crush on a form 2.At least she knows bout it and cool with it.Im feelin quite better now.Owh yeah!Im in this competition called the UMW Green Challenge.5 peopple from my school were picked to go to Perak for 1 of their motivation camp.Heres how its suppose to be:
Me:Photography
Odie:translation(i think)
Wong:Powerpoint
Anne:speech
Muaz:some teknikal stuff.
And somehow i got stuck with powerpoint!What the hell?!Im super mad at that.And then theres also this prefect thing.I sooooooooooo wanna be a prefect so i could see DAVE more often but then she rarely see's me now.And i guess im just some random kid she knows thats disturbin her life.Usually im this fun guy that everyone likes.But i got a little emoish and somehow everyones backin of.Well because DAVE doesnt see me anymore I guess "what the hell.....who would care?".And alot of people were affected at my change.Should i change back?
Well comment on what u thik I should do.And if u wanna know what im usually like,Go to www.youtube.com/genjutsu99.And also theres coral speaking where this 1 freakin girl/boy complained to his/her prents that coral speakin was takin her/his study time away.Why doenst she/he just ******* quit?I feel alot better now.Sowwy my fwenz for bein all emo.I was just under alot of stress.Might take some time to heal though.I wanna see DAVE and face my fears!I don't give ******* care to anyone who stops me!And in school,I got alot stricter(wth is that a word?)and shout at my friends so that they would obey me.And they did.when i shouted at the class for makin to much noise,everyone shuted up.I just want this job way tooooooo much to care.And after school,everyone was runnin out of the school and i shouted ot "STOP RUNNIN" everyone stopped.Its like,I have these powers i have just unleashed.And then theres this boy who ran by me.I grabbed his bag,pulled him back to me and said in a soft voice:"u dare run pass me".He quickly walked out.Stress is both bad and good for me.The good thing is that i get this like scary aura around me.The bad thing is that it draws my friends away from me.I use to be an EMO when i was in standard 1 and 2.I started sociolising in standard 3 and made some awesome friends!And just now,at this part of the blog,I realised that bein EMO is stupid,and you need your friends to live.Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I wanna go hug all my friends now.So to all those EMO's out there,Ur all big,dumb buttcracks.Ive been writing alot,and everytime I type a letter I lost some of my stress and anger.Well on Monday,the minute DAVE walks into the school,Ill be there.And thanks for wastin your time readin my blog.It meant alot to me.


Sencierly,
Your big ol' friend

Nafieq!

well,ii havent bloged in a long time?(bloged?)

wassup?Im randomly putting colors to make this.And might say so myself,its a big waste of time.And so I will stop.Its still not black doofus!Idiot writer.So i will talk bout my life.When i was on msn last week,i saw Hui Chings name.its chingalicous!I laughed so hard i vomitted!its almost like sexylicous!I first thought its like,"my chin is so delicous!".Damn!And so my next story is,im tryin to make a stop motion video,with my webcam!And its attached to my laptop,so I have to bring it everywhere!Wow!Im missin school!Last year was my best year yet!its filled with the friends i grew up to love!i miss them all.At least i have thei pic's,and my memory of the fubn times i had with them.I actually sobbed when im watchin our vids,pictures and the waky things we did!And to all my friends readin this,I LOVE YOU!i don't care if your a girl or boy.I LOVE u guys/gals soooooooooooooo much.Heres the list of friends i miss from lst year:Akeem,Izzazul,Sarah,Firdaus,Izwan and Waritsa.Its a good thing i bring my cam everywhere.I got everyones pic,phone num's etc.I really miss schhol.And now Neeshma is gettin braces,she extracted(pulled of lah)4 teeth already.Well thats all i got to say now.An i just realised that im Coulour blind!(if u read from top ull understand)

my sick,sick day

Now,im setting sails for school.Ok,im at the school gate on 12th March but i was feeling the affect of my talasimea(how da hell the doctors spell it)now thats no joke.so as i walk into the school with my prefect's tag,i look very-very pale.they ask'd me if i were sick,i said i was not eating my medicene and my superior,Tiffany with Gabrielle Ying,Farah Adnina and Isabel Yah.said i should sit down on da bench to take a rest,when suddenly!(fantasily)the clone wars of Star Wars!they come for my grandfather!butt i showed them that he liives in Kedah.They then suddenly took out their light sabers and pointed at me!i took out mine from my bag where i found this woman's pad!Anyway's we fought for 3 days non stop.And the one of the clones snuck up behind me when i had an erge to crap!So as the guy creapt his way up to me,his face clashed with my right buttocks and i released my deadly fart fumes!The poor guy didnt know what hit him.Then i realised i have been dreaming.But Gabrielle pointed out that i farted the crap out of me and my fumes were to powerfull for my colleges.They took a fan,blew my fumes to the bed of flowers(which died due to my fart fumes)but they my colleges were ok and went back to their posts.So,the next day i arrived at school still sick.Since yesterday ive been getting special treatmets from Isabel and the others since what hapenned yesyerday,excluding the fart fumes.I did not have to do my prefect's duty of my paleness.That day nothing really hapenned.Then the third day hit!i ate alot i mean alot of beans that day!i fartede non-stop.Every1 in school wore gass maks when i entered.I have to admit,i smell like a big moving turd wheever i go.Well when i reach into class,my class teacher called my parents due to my conditions,yes the talasimea(needs correction)and my super fartin butocks.i was tooken home.At the end of the day,my buttocks hurt like crazy.But on the other hand,i have gotten better.The rest of da week was pretty boring.And everything u read here was absalutely,100& true.May contain some exagirations.

soooooooo im new to bloggin!

Heres meh epic story of gettin a blog!3 months ago,i was walkin happily down the street when suddenly!I forgot I got school!I ran as fast as i could but my pants were to low and sexy for me to pull it up.When suddenly,a minatour came crossin the road with a what it seems to be,Hui Ching!So,that very night I went on msn and saw Hui Ching online and I aske'd what shes doin.She said that she was bloggin and I was terrified.I didnt know what the word was!I looked it up on google I did.3 nights and 4 days or as it seem to be,when I looked up the clock and saw it was only 2 minute passed Hui Ching told me what it was.So,Hui Ching told me bout her blogspot url and i checked it out.I was shocked,amazed and abit gassy after readin her story.Then,she told me i should make my own blogspot acc,i was beweirded as if she had put a spell on me but I realised that I was actually fartin the ABC's and suffecating on the fumes i have realesed into the air.So,i made the blogspot account.But it was sooooooooooo boring.I hadnt been on it in a long time.Than it struck me!like someone hitting my head with a stools leg on the head!Which happened when I was in standard 5.So,i ran as fast as i could,battling the fierce ceatures that look's just like my mom!But I realised she was just cleanin my sister's room where i left my laptop!As i crept into the room very quietly,I saw what no boy should ever see!A pink bag beside my laptop!I cried my way moving the bag out as it sings the barbie princess theme song!After i got my laptop,i started blogging away!And only now have i noticed that i wasnt wearing any pants!I ran as fast as i could to get my pants.(www.youtube.com/genjutsu99)And what has the starting of the story have anything to do here?Not even one bit.I have been exagirating everything!so everything u read was a complete waste of time as none of it was true!Jokes on u!